Post by prujoy3 on May 26, 2009 12:33:56 GMT 1
What a lovely idea this topic is 
BUT how come no-one has posted anything 
Surely this can't mean that no-one has had a memorable moment of happiness~love~bliss - can it?
Well, I will open it up with my own story - here we go ~
About 4 years ago I was receiving some "counselling" by phone. This was a form of counselling called "R3X" & it was based on L. Ron Hubbard's early form of Dianetic therapy.
My husband had learnt how to deliver Dianetic therapy, or auditing, when he was much younger. When I became VERY disabled by psychiatric drugs for symptoms which now with hindsight were obviously the start of the Fibromyalgia - he gave me some Dianetic auditing. It helped me enormously. So then I read the book & tried to find a more highly trained "auditor" as my husband said he had done as much as he could. It was very difficult to find such a person who was not operating in conjunction with the Church of Scientology. But at last I found this "phone" service so I took it up.
I had had about 6 sessions & it seemed to be pretty simple stuff but then one day it changed significantly. Somehow I found myself relaying to the "auditor" an experience that was very hard to find words for.
The scene was the first separation from Source or Stillness into Identity.
The reason for separating was "to be".
I was both observing it & participating in it.
The separation into "I" was only possible by the creation of a flow of energy which could best be described as "Love".
There was also a feeling produced in that separation of deep poignancy, almost like Shakespeare's "parting is such sweet sorrow".
This original flow of "love" then looped back to Source in an eternal flow - from self to Source.
I found it easier to express the whole thing in numerals - 081.
0 being Source
8 being the eternal loop of love
1 being self
So there is no real separation at all but only joyous realisation (bliss) to recognise Source again, eternally. It is always there, at any moment, all we have to do is become aware of it again - such sweet, deep refreshment - and that's why I am here - learning CMR
BUT how come no-one has posted anything 
Surely this can't mean that no-one has had a memorable moment of happiness~love~bliss - can it?
Well, I will open it up with my own story - here we go ~
About 4 years ago I was receiving some "counselling" by phone. This was a form of counselling called "R3X" & it was based on L. Ron Hubbard's early form of Dianetic therapy.
My husband had learnt how to deliver Dianetic therapy, or auditing, when he was much younger. When I became VERY disabled by psychiatric drugs for symptoms which now with hindsight were obviously the start of the Fibromyalgia - he gave me some Dianetic auditing. It helped me enormously. So then I read the book & tried to find a more highly trained "auditor" as my husband said he had done as much as he could. It was very difficult to find such a person who was not operating in conjunction with the Church of Scientology. But at last I found this "phone" service so I took it up.
I had had about 6 sessions & it seemed to be pretty simple stuff but then one day it changed significantly. Somehow I found myself relaying to the "auditor" an experience that was very hard to find words for.
The scene was the first separation from Source or Stillness into Identity.
The reason for separating was "to be".
I was both observing it & participating in it.
The separation into "I" was only possible by the creation of a flow of energy which could best be described as "Love".
There was also a feeling produced in that separation of deep poignancy, almost like Shakespeare's "parting is such sweet sorrow".
This original flow of "love" then looped back to Source in an eternal flow - from self to Source.
I found it easier to express the whole thing in numerals - 081.
0 being Source
8 being the eternal loop of love
1 being self
So there is no real separation at all but only joyous realisation (bliss) to recognise Source again, eternally. It is always there, at any moment, all we have to do is become aware of it again - such sweet, deep refreshment - and that's why I am here - learning CMR